Sometimes i wonder if im ever good enough for you whether 

I am writing this WAY in advance for our 5 months bcoz as you know,
My exams are coming up in just slightly more than a week and by the time it's the 7th,
I will be flooded with my revision and all that shit, and won't have the sufficient time for me to do a proper blog post.
And the next day you will be flying off to Phuket (If I don't rmb wrongly) with your family! :)

This 5 months have been A M A Z I N G.
I really can't think of any better words to explain the feelings I have now. :)
Even though the number of times we meet up can be counted with my fingers and toes,
But all the meet ups have been really memorable.
Some are short and some are slightly longer, but I'm sure all these memories will be remembered
For a very long time.

The past 5 months haven't been much of any ups and downs since we haven't argued before,
But I believe we have gone through obstacles that had probably stunned us a little, but
Haven't completely rocked us. Thank you so much
For going through all these obstacles with me and I will walk through all the obstacles with you.
Hand in hand.

Bcoz I'm writing this on the 22 April, and I'm in the midst of preparing for my Prelims,
The time for us to talk have definitely not been much, I'm busy with revision,
And you're busy with your final year project too.
But nonetheless, you must know that I'm always by your side,
Not physically,
But in your heart. :) And even though I can't help you with your project,
If you need to vent your anger or just rant about anything,
I'm always here for you ^v^

I'm sorry and thankful at the same time,
Sorry bcoz I can't give you what other girlfriends can give you, like
Meeting up everyday or even having dinner or what so ever,
But I'm SO SO SO thankful for you staying nonetheless and giving me your endless support and
l o v e.
I feel like the luckiest girl on earth and definitely I will shower you with my love too.

I know now I can't use much of actions to prove it, since I'm so restrained and stuff,
But when the time comes, I will show you how deep my love is for you. I promise.

You're flying off to Phuket on the 8th and I really hope you have fun! :)
Probably those few days at Phuket will be a "wifi-less" but don't worry okay baby,
I will survive well! :)
And I will be busy with my prelims and what not but I will not forget to update you and just send you smses,
So when you have wifi you will be spammed by me MUAHAHA
You know I do this bcoz I care and love you!

For those days in Phuket just treat it as a break and just have fun and put down all your worries and
Responsibilities when it comes to taking care of this troublesome girlfriend of yours! HEHEHE.
And just have 101% of fun baby.
Of course don't club too much until you forget about me huh. *sobz*

We have come this far, and this shocked so many of my friends bcoz some of them just can't believe
We have survived till now HA IN YOUR FACE BITCHES
And I believe there are many more months to come!
As O levels get nearer and nearer and your datelines get closer and closer,
We will be so so so suffocated but don't forget to take a breather! (Self reminder to myself too)

I love you with the whole of my heart and every moment with you is a moment I treasure.

I can't wait for the times we spend at cafes or even just be with each other bcoz
I just miss you so much baby.
I love you more than ever.
Xoxo.

Ps;
Now we can look back to our past posts from 2nd month and all those little memories,
And see how far we've come.
Our very own personal memory lane baby.
From december ( you coming to school to find me ) to meeting ZhiWei, countdown, and not forgetting,
My baby trying to blog for the first time!! :)
HEHEHE.
Good memories right?
Let's create more together. :)

Cant believe time passes so fast we are going 5 months already and I am so thankful for you sticking with me no matter what happens. 

4 months since we've started off as a couple and 5 months since we've met and I can genuinely tell you I DONT REGRET SPENDING A MOMENT WITH YOU. It's my utmost pleasure to be spending every day with you even though we are miles apart.

Many of my friends couldn't believe we've gone on for so far and so strong they were surprised knowing that we've gone this far and I'm so proud to have you. :) I know we had both done things that probably don't 100% please each other but in the end, we know we still got each other's back.

It's was hell going through this study battle on my own but knowing that you're constantly supporting me warms me, and I will always be supporting you too, be it your studies or even your business. :)

I used to always have a best friend or close friend whom I can share all sorts of shit with be it any problems I face in school or relationship stuff, but now I realised that I don't have to share all these with anyone because sharing it with you is all I wanted. You're both my boyfriend and close friend, and what else can I ask for?

But then again, it kind of sucks because I really don't want to lose such a close friend like you.

Anyways, I know we can walk the next few miles together hand in hand and overcome obstacles that will probably break us for a moment but we will always get back together because all I need is you. And hopefully you feel the same too.

It won't be easy but as long as we've got each other, no matter how hard or how much one suffers, we will do this together.

Xoxo.

Hey baby :) 

1. Cat cafe @ Clarke Quey ~!!! ( The one we passed by! ) (let's go there the next time we meet)
2. KBOX ( alamak I really can't sing so rmb to bring ear plugs okay!) 
3. Go to your house!!! ( let's cook or smth baby ) 

Thank God it's friday!!!  And yes urgh bcoz I'm blogging from my phone, i can't adjust it to the middle.... pish.

Anws, thank you so much for wanting to come all the way here to find me, like... I really don't know what to say!! When you first told me I was super overwhelmed with emotions like yes I can't thank you any further. :)

That one hour of ooVoo was really super epic!! xD

Honestly I was kind of awkward at the start and yes just like  :O but I guess afterwards it got better ^^

Was really happy to see you like after sooooooo long since Illumi  :) and yeah!! We should do it again sometime soon hehehe ^^

And yes im so so so sorry I can't make it for your birthday chalet but please do wait for your present which will be coming by mail!!! :) hohoho!!

Xoxo

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